HIM By Kashkash Margaret

And where is the strength when you want to tell him that you still miss him,

That you did not want to part ways just yet,

That he meant so much yet he was still so lost in time,

That his smile was the thing closest to perfect you have ever seen,

That a glimpse into his eyes was enough to make you lost for an eternity,

And where is the courage when you want to tell him you still want to feel the touch of lips,

That you still think about the slow and passionate night of colliding bodies,

That you wanted him so much yet he was still so lost in time,

That a glimpse into his soul made your ice-cold heart melt,

So as you drown in your sorrow,

Your heart slowly gets ripped apart,

And you will be the one crying yourself to sleep,

And what are you supposed to do,

When you meet someone with so much love to give,

And you have to give it away

Because he is lost in time,

A poet in his musings once said,

Fear is born of fatigue and loneliness,

So shall you fear love,

Now that you loved him so much,

And his departure has left you broken,

Shall you be able to love again,

Or is this love you shall hold onto forever,

Shall you ever be courageous to tell him you still care for him,

And you suffer from an unending fear of losing him,

And how you have become a broken soul,

And no amount of tears have quenched your broken heart into healing,

Where did you learn to love so much?

And care so deep,

Now you seek refuge in friendship,

And your heart still holds these secrets,

The tales of a broken soul and forsaken heart,

And I do not know what will become of you.

So tell me,

How will you overcome this treacherous game of hearts?

After a love so deep,

Because this is my story.

~KASHKASH MARGARET~

Written on 31st of December 2021 @kashkashorates